Law & Order’s Jack Merrill Recalls Being Drugged and Assaulted by John Wayne Gacy

Law & Order's Jack Merrill Recalls Being Drugged and Assaulted by John Wayne Gacy

As I delve into Jack Merrill’s harrowing account of his encounter with John Wayne Gacy, I am left in awe of this remarkable man’s resilience and strength. His life has been a rollercoaster ride, filled with adversities that would break many, but Jack seems to have transformed these trials into stepping stones towards self-discovery and personal growth.


As a fervent admirer of true crime narratives, I’d like to share my harrowing experience with the infamous John Wayne Gacy, also known as The Killer Clown. This notorious individual was a serial killer who raped and murdered at least 33 young men during the 1970s.

Merrill’s work opens with a personal story from his childhood. He describes his upbringing as being in a lovely house but an emotionally turbulent environment. His mother was self-centered, and he and his four siblings lived in constant fear of her angry outbursts. When Merrill was 17 years old, he left his home in Evanstown, Illinois, following a physical altercation with his father, and moved to Chicago.

At the age of 19, following an evening swim at the neighborhood YMCA, Merrill encountered someone offering a ride. Unbeknownst to him, this person was the menacing John Wayne Gacy.

He stopped the car close to the Kennedy Expressway’s ramp and inquired if I had ever used ‘poppers’, specifically amyl nitrite. He retrieved a brown bottle, dabbed some liquid on a cloth, and forced it towards my face. I lost consciousness, only to regain it later while in handcuffs. As I looked out the window, I could see the Cumberland exit on the expressway, close to the airport. The next moment, I found myself outside his house,” Merrill narrates.

Merrill, referring to himself as a “young 19-year-old,” chose to pretend all was well to avoid upsetting him. This behavior, he explains, stemmed from his past experiences growing up.

“That’s the way I had survived as a kid—we learned to lie low during my parents’ rages.”

Jack Merrill Details Horror Inside John Wayne Gacy’s Home

Upon entering the house, Gacy took off Merrill’s handcuffs, and the two enjoyed beer and marijuana together. Later, Gacy re-fastened Merrill’s handcuffs and then assaulted him sexually. In his account of the event, Merrill writes:

“He put this homemade contraption around my neck. It had ropes and pulleys, and it went around my back and through my handcuffed hands in a way that if I struggled, I would choke. I did at one point and started to lose air. He stuck a gun in my mouth. Then he raped me in the bedroom.”

Reflecting on that chilling encounter, I found myself unexpectedly sympathetic towards Gacy. Despite the horrifying acts he was allegedly involved in, there was a sense that he didn’t entirely wish to continue down this path but seemed powerless to prevent it.

Upon arriving home, I disposed of the number by flushing it away, followed by a refreshing shower. I chose not to contact the authorities as I was unaware he was a murderer at the moment. Later, I dined at the Snowflake Diner, enjoying scrambled eggs and a chocolate milkshake. I vowed to move forward from this incident, refusing to let my joy be tied to that house.

In December of 1980, John Wayne Gacy, famously known as The Killer Clown, was arrested and subsequently sentenced to death on March 13th, 1980. Exactly four years later, May 10, 1994, he was executed by lethal injection. Over the years, numerous documentaries, films, and specials have been produced about him, with this year’s release of “Gacy: Serial Killer Next Door” and an upcoming production titled “Devil in Disguise: John Wayne Gacy“. Merrill, who has made guest appearances on shows like “Games People Play, Revenge, Hannah Montana“, has also written and performs the one-man play “The Save” at Los Angeles’ Electric Lodge.

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2024-10-27 20:32